I am going to be really honest. I wish I could be writing consistently, but I have been ill from the pregnancy. I wish the time would speed up so I could meet him and I would not be pregnant. Even though I’m almost 32 weeks, I forgot about my 30 week update so I just combined 30&31.
Baby is kicking everywhere. He likes to find one spot to kick and repeatedly kicks there for a good 20 minutes. He is the size of a large coconut and weights about 3 pounds. My tummy has not changed in size.
Yesterday, I felt amazing. I was able to organize baby room, do chores around the house, work out, and make enchiladas. I felt almost like my old self again.
Today, I feel so ill. My stomach hurts, I barely want to eat, I feel like vomiting and my body aches everywhere. I barely slept last night and had acid reflux in the middle of the night..ouch. It was my fault for eating something right before bed. I am very emotional today with crazy mood swings and exhausted from lack of sleep.
I’m so tired of being pregnant. I feel like this entire pregnancy has been miserable. It feels like I have become the opposite of everything I used to be. I am thankful and praise God for this miracle but I find myself wondering why I am one of the many “lucky” ones to suffer through this?? Pregnancy is hard y’all and I need some prayers heading my way!